post-equinox musings

First of all, it feels good to be tuning into the seasons, flow of nature, and energy shifts. I’ve often found myself finding out, after the fact, that some hectic season or shift in my life coincided with some astrological mayhem…but, things are shifting to a more conscious approach to inner journey. I’m finding that more and more things are falling into place, more Peace is hanging around, the more I bring what was unconscious into the conscious. I’m then free to observe and respond if necessary, instead of getting caught up in pendulums that harvest my energy.

So, celebrate with me. Because, Dear One, what you celebrate in me you celebrate in yourself. I serve as a mirror, a bridge to your own depth.

One particularly encouraging thing I’ve been mulling over this Equinox is the depth of Fire I have within me. Sovereignty. I am complete unto myself. I am fucking Source. To the degree I see this, stand in this, feel this, I am able to give that which my false self is yearning for. It’s not up to someone else to fulfill my needs. The ache that I sometimes feel for connection, the burning of sexual desire, to feeling of ‘having completed a goal’, to have arrived…all of this is nonsense. All of this is simply my forgetting that I’m dreaming, I forgot what emotions and longings are for. My need for connection is fulfilled in my true state of Being. From this deep well of the churning elements, I am able to crystallize the medicine of my choosing. I remember. I remember my power. I remember wholeness. I remember that I manage my sexual energy, for it is the flowy stuff of creation that bubbles up as raw material for my creation. Creation of Self, creation as craftsman, magician, creator as all the masks that I wear throughout the day.

Remember to have fun remembering all that you are, dear one.